On 2004-04-15 08:14:00, thepatriot wrote:
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On 2004-04-15 08:10:00, Opiod_Morphina wrote:
"ANd the whole Kaydee/therion thing was a joke on you guys for the most part.
Yah right we met on message board and I was going to move to NY....
We made plans to hang out then didnt..big fucking deal.
I think mabey you are jealous that people find me captivating and you...boring.
I have had what 4 people mimic my names..and have had more focus directed towards me than most any of you..
Because people fear me and are jealous. Im better looking, have a nice cock, and generally just better in every way than most of you.
But whatever..
Thats my post for the week...I may or may not pop in in a week or 2 and note your ridiculous little opinions.. :nworthy: :nworthy: :nworthy: Bravo Bravo, I like the new and improved Therion with your new found self esteem, it beats the old pitty poor me posts :nworthy: Bravo my friend"
I dunno, confidence is one thing...but it seems to be at the expense of others around him.
By reading the last few lines of the last 5 or 6 posts of Therion's...it almost reads like an equation......something like = Look how good I am and look how bad you are so fuck it. Go back and read the last lines of every post and replace them with this sentence. It fits every time.
I just dont understand the extremes man, either you are the best of the best or the worst of the worst in Therions book...there is no in between. Therion I just cant believe that you would be able to be that way in your life and function at all. Just because you are corrected or called out doesnt mean the person doing it is a bad bad person every time. SOMETIMES you really should be called out, as should everyone. I think its just a really huge cop-out to say "whatever, Im this and your that and I could care less so fuck it". The whole "this is my world and your just livin in it " thing is so tired.
In truth it reminds me alot of how people talked to me in the program. Look at what YOURE doing Carmel, look at what YOURE saying Carmel, look how BAD you are being Carmel....on and on always deflecting our own faults off the wrongs of others. The more you ripped other people the less you got ripped yourself so maybe no one would catch on to what YOUR problem was. It didnt even matter if anyone wanted to have a resolution, so long as the drama continued everyone looked good and all was well. Im not perfect, and I dont always say the right thing...but for chrissakes I dont just stomp around and name call....thats so intensely juvenile. But Ive told you that before.
I dont think I have seen you post one single message outside of an stupid argument in a long long time. Most people who get involved in a tiff still function outside of it on this board. If its so important that you be understood here, if you really are as deeply effected by whats happened to you and how your life has become...why dont you channel any energy into any real conversation or exchange outside of this nanny nanny boo boo shit? Posting song lyrics is fine too, but its still difficult to interpret what your thinking or what it is exactly you are looking for when you do that. Again, it just seems to be an easy way to stay in complete control with a fast escape close at hand. Like, look how I post something so profound and meaningful, but I am not really having to be profound and meanigful at all. And if someone takes it wrong or catches on to me, I can just tell them they arent profound and meanigful enough to understand.
I just think you are terrified, and you shouldnt be. This place is a safe place to just lay it out. Thats what its here for you know?
