I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM JUST FINDING THIS WEBSITE NOW. I ALMOST HATE READING ALL OF IT BECAUSE IT BRINGS BACK SO MANY HORRIBLE MEMORIES. IT ALSO MAKES IT REAL- MOST PEOPLE I HAVE TRIED TO EXPLAIN ALL THIS TO, I SWEAR HAVE THOUGHT I WAS MAKING SOME OF IT UP. MY YEAR AT KIDS WAS A NIGHTMARE, I THINK THE WORST WAS BEING FORCED TO EAT TRIPLE THE AMOUNT AT EACH MEAL AND IN A PERIOD OF 2-3 MONTHS GAINING 40LBS FOR NOT BEING "HONEST" ABOUT MY PAST. I REMEMBER FEELING SO HOPELESS I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING WRONG. I AM ONLY GRATEFUL THAT MY PARENTS GOT ME OUT AFTER A YEAR. THE POOR PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE FOR YEARS AND YEARS. I AM DOING GOOD I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL SONS AND A THIRD SON DUE IN @6WKS.I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING WELL THANKS- ERIN B.