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Offline ember

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« on: April 05, 2004, 02:54:00 AM »
lovin you all. we weathered the storm and i really have little pity for those who graduated at the expense of the feelings of others. . .
but life goes on, id like to know how you all are doing. i saw kurt kazlauskis a number of times selling veggie burritos on dead tour before jerry garcia died... are you out there somewhere kurt>?
are any of the early nineties creew around?
my name used to be rob pfeiffer. . .not such a long story about why, but you all from the adoption groups might know bits and pieces. . .anyway. i want to hear from all my peers and relationships from that time.
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« Reply #1 on: April 05, 2004, 09:42:00 AM »
You sang "Hey Jude" at karaoke, right?
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« Reply #2 on: April 05, 2004, 10:40:00 AM »
Why do you pity the ones who graduated?
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« Reply #3 on: April 06, 2004, 06:19:00 PM »
I agree with Marina, because the ones who graduated tended to have better experiences there than let's say the problem people who would be there for about three years and not get any higher than department head or ramrod or something like that. And many people who graduated were at least helped somewhat from the experience, so it wasn't a total waste.
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« Reply #4 on: April 06, 2004, 08:52:00 PM »
Hey Jordan,

 I hope that wasn't adressed to me. I asked one question, didn't make a statement out of it, and I don't agree with the anon above either.

   And you're right, Jordo, lots of graduates and "staff's favourites" didn't make it, while others that were labeled as "problem kids"have succeeded. I did graduate but barely. I'm happy I did and I don't want anyone to take pity on me for it, but at the same time I don't think that makes me any better than the ones who never made it pass dept head. That's fucking bullshit.

 I'm not gonna mention names but I know lots of ppl that are pretty damn successful besides the fact they never graduated the program (I figure you'd pretty much guess your name is included) and we both know that unfortunatelly that diploma didn't keep a lot of grads from going to jail and fucking up real bad.

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« Reply #5 on: April 07, 2004, 01:46:00 AM »
yeah, i think so. i can sound a bit like paul mcartney, at least i thought so once upon a time. . .were you there for that?
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« Reply #6 on: April 07, 2004, 01:51:00 AM »
just a reply . i didnt say i pity graduates, only graduates who graduated at the expense of others' feelings. yes i saw a few and was actually convinced that they gave a crap until a few weeks after they graduated they went back to the streets or whatever dark alley they came from. truly a philosophy of "act as if. . ." is complete bull! i failed at elan because i wouldnt scream and cuss in encounter groups. im just not an angry person, still to this day i transform anger into forgiveness and try to understand why people act the way they do, not blindly lashing out and degrading and humiliating others.so what i say stands. i think it is quite shameful to assume material or social gain at the expense of others. elan just contributes to the evils of society as we know it today. based not on values but apearrance. that place is no better than a sweatshop! in fact i think it is potentially very psychologically damaging, especially to someone who might already be prone to violent or abusive behavior.
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« Reply #7 on: April 07, 2004, 06:21:00 AM »
Rob/Benjamin,

Yeah, I was there for that.  I was the kid from 8 who sang the same song in December '93.  I also sang "Don't Be Cruel" by Elvis and "Under the Bridge" by the Chili Peppers.

I know what you're saying about people who graduated at the expense of other's feelings.  There were truly some people with whom I went through the program that were complete assholes.  And I was shocked awhile back when I found out how many of my peers were in prison and how some were just screwing up so badly.

However, what I've found is that a lot of the kids just needed to get out of their teenage years.  Some kids who went to Elan had problems no greater than an average teenager.
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« Reply #8 on: April 07, 2004, 12:30:00 PM »
That is so fucking true!!!!!!

A lot of the kidz that go there all they really need is to grow out of there teenage years. Then they realize the values of life. Elan thinks that every teenager needs to think like an adult.

                         So Fuck Elan
                         and anyone who
                         thinks otherwise!
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« Reply #9 on: April 07, 2004, 01:10:00 PM »
By the way, Rob, I was cleaning Elan One the day you came in and signed out.  I didn't know what was going on with you, but you had a huge smile on your face, so I figured you might be leaving!  Later, I heard you'd left.  Man, was I jealous!

Like Mandy and others, I stayed past my 18th birthday to preserve my relationship with my family.  My mom turned on the tears when I wanted to sign out and I didn't want to hurt her anymore.  I don't regret graduating Elan but I wonder what kind of path my life would have taken if I left on my 18th birthday.
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« Reply #10 on: April 07, 2004, 02:48:00 PM »
Interesting you mentioned it, I brought up to sign out and I was told NO. They said that If I signed out, I'd be an illegal alien and by law, I could only sign out If I came back to Brazil straight away. After I graduated, I've lived in the States with a student visa and I've been told by authorities that I'd have 6 months to leave the country If I got out of school as long as my visa was up to date, which it was as a matter of fact. Fucked up, isn't it?
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« Reply #11 on: April 08, 2004, 02:24:00 AM »
so what becomes of the crazy amount of money spent by families of elan students? when i was there, the grounds were shabby and our "school" was a doublewide trailer!
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« Reply #12 on: April 08, 2004, 03:10:00 AM »
when i  put in for a request to sign self out when i turned 18,, i was given a talking to, by jeffrey and other residents,saying that  the reason i couldnt was becouse of warrents outstanding in the state of north carolina,, they even had  sum sort of paper..i had never been to north carolina,,,when  i confronted  them after it was over,,{ we were in a tight house,  reacting was a no no}i pointed out another mistake on paper proving it wasnt me,,wrong social sec # i  thunk,i was told i was wrong sumhow , but they would look into it. next thing i kno  the  hammer comes down on me.s/d and primals,, i asked again later but never got an answer.of course i was private funding,, those extra 8 months{18 total,  }added up to a pretty penny to say the least. o ya,, i signed self out later when jim lehman tried to pull my privs as full coord of exp.thinkin back is prolly only  time ciggerettes actually saved someone money    :silly: lol
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« Reply #13 on: April 08, 2004, 06:51:00 AM »
There was this one kid, Ken, who had a prison boot camp sentence hanging over him after Elan no matter what.  He said, "Fuck it, I'm getting it over with now" and tried to sign out.  For some reason, he decided to stay at the last minute after being a complete prick to everyone but Clare GMed him anyway.  I don't blame him for wanting to sign out.

They used to say, "Be grateful you're in Elan and not a hospital."  I used to think, "Why?  A hospital's better than this place!  There's not as many rules, it's nicer and you leave sooner."
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« Reply #14 on: April 08, 2004, 11:10:00 AM »
dont forget the free drugs :lol:
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