I need advice...
What makes a girl or guy..(in my case, a guy, were speaking about a guy problem)--
so--
what makes a girl like a guy SOOO much, she adores them...dates them (boyfriend & girlfriend) for a few months, then gets SOOO sick of them, dumps them...then gets a new boyfriend, then gets sick of them, dumps them, but THEN misses the old boyfriend, (not cause im lonley, I can get guys easily) so I get back with the old boyfriend, then get sick of him again and dump him 2nd time, then get a new boyfriend, then get sick of him, and then go back to the old boyfriend and then dump that same guy that has now been dumped 2 times, dump him a 3rd...then I get a new boyfriend, and then (THAT happened like 4 times) NOW!!!!----
I have had a new boyfriend for like 3 months... and just recently since the guy I have dumped like 4 times, lives near all of us at the college, hangs out at the local bar we all hang out at, and I saw him the other night, and his look, his stare, I dont know...now hes in my HEAD again.. I have been kind of fantisizing about him... (while I have had sex with my boyfriend now, before I go to bed, I go to the bar, hoping ILL SEE HIM, before...I used to wish I DIDNT!!! i really care alot about the boyfriend i have now. and i used to be reallllYY attached to this one now, but since my thoughts about the old one, it has given me strength to release from the strong tie I have with the guy now, because 1/2 of my thoughts are now in the old boyfriend, i have been on and off with for 2 years.... I DONT WANT TO GET BACK>>>It WOULD KILL HIM...he hates me i have three emails if anyone cares to read em that he wrote me jan22nd when i dumped him the 3-4 time... The guy I am with now, says he is SOOO into me, but he is kind of not good for me in sooo many ways...but I like him ALLLLOTTT....!!!! but he is going home this summer to NY..and I know he will meet other girls. (I know ill meet other guys) I kind of want the boyfriend now, but want to flirt with the old one...except the one i have now, is very over protective of me, i also have never cheated on any boyfriends before, so i cant do it, till summer... and i dont even know if the first boyfriend will be around for summer...
Question-- Why do I do this?


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Question-- If I was SOOOO sick of him ALLL those times!!! why did I go BACK!!! why did he take me back (well he said he loved me, he said i was his "drug" or whatever..he said I was a lost "butterfly" or whatever...
Question-- Why do I hate get disgusted with his presence...drop him, dont cry, feel bad NOTHING>>>> aT ALL!! then get a new bofriend and then later in the relationship. start to MISS him, and want him??? He doesnt have a new girlfriend, and he knows I do...? So i know I am not jealoous or something/?? :idea: :

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