Because it's happening to me! For about 2 years now ive been getting visits from an incubus. When they first started to happen, i was well chuffed because i thought i was having amazingly sexy dreams! The one night while i was having one of my "Dreams" I woke up and was well aware of my surroundings and i could hear heaving breathing in my ear! I also felt a really heavy presence on top of me! I knew then that this was something more supernatural. Now, as freaked out as i was, i probably handled this situation better than most because i have had many psychic and paranormal happenings occur to me before so im very open minded about strange things.
I started to experience more and more visits and im ashamed to say i didn't put a stop to it because the sexual feelings this incubus was giving me was amazing and felt like nothing i had ever got in normal sex. In fact, i felt like the incubus was inside my whole body and could reach every part of me. So much of what the original poster said in her thread rings a bell to me. But, ive never seen a fog or anything and my incubus doesn't seem to have the manners to reveal his presence! lol
So, after a while i got fed up of these visits because when i woke up the next day i felt drained of energy and grumpy. Plus i realsied it was madness to encourage something like this. So, the next time it came i resisted it. It was an extremely hard struggle but i managed to fight it off. It went away for a while but came back a few weeks ago. Here's the surreal part (If it wasn't that already!) :silly: This morning i got another visit, because i have to admit since it's return i have been letting it do stuff to me so i thought i would confront it. I could hear his breathing as usual so, i decided to asked him/it some questions. I asked his name he said Max., i asked his age he said 33 (Which is my age) i got the feeling he was lying and telling me what i wanted to hear. I asked if he was a dead person and he said yes. I asked him to show himself to me and he said ok, but tomorrow! He said can't i just tell you what i look like? So i go on then. He said he had a really hairy chest (Which i don't go for at all!) and i said what else? and he was stalling so i said show yourself to me now he said i will tomorrow and i said no, i want to see you now or you have to get off of me and he said you silly woman! so i was angry and tried to make him go and i felt him get a bit aggressive and really heavy on my body like he was holding me down. So i shouted out in the name of the father, the son and the holy ghost be gone! and he went! (Im not religious, more spiritual but i didn't know what else to say lol) So, now im not sure what to do. Ive seen a spirit of a young boy only once in my life when i was a teenager and i had to ask him to leave because i was scared. So i know it wasn't a dream. I also have amazing lucid dreams with my (dead) friends and when i awake i truly feel like i have been with them. Plus once on the eve of 9/11 my (Dead) American friend Charlie warned me of the event. So, im used to off stuff happening i could tell you 101 weird things ive seen! I wish the incubus had shown himself to me and it's so bizarre that ive even spoken to him. Also, another lil fact this thing had a posh accent! You know, ive just had a thought. If this thing has a hairy chest i wonder if that means he's some kind of beast?! Ive just had goose pimples come out on my skin and i shivered lol. I know this all sounds so nuts but you'd have to go through it yourself to truly understand it. Also, i don't get the feeling that the incubus was overly aggressive as ive been in control most of the time. However, im a very strong person and could see how a less so person could not only be taken over by the thing but also scared witless! The scary thing is i read the incubuses mate for life and can be jealous if you date other people. A month or so ago i meet a cool guy i feel for everything was going awesome and over night he changed and backed away from me.
Im not saying for sure the incubus scared him off or anything but it was weird how things changed between us. (And no i didn't tell the guy about the incubus! lol) Oh well, that's what im going through right now. Whether you believe it or not is no concern to me as im a very grounded person and understand when im dreaming and when im not. I have had many sexual dreams when ive been sexually frustrated and they have had nothing at all to do with an incubus. So i know the difference between those and real happenings. Im hoping now ive been the last of him, i know being single is not ideal but man, im not that desperate to have an incubus as a bf! lol
