I just!
Does anyone else think it's ironic that marijuana, considered by Straight and Straightlike assholes to be a "dangerous drug", is the remedy for the mindfuck that was inflicted upon us?
It isn't too ironic or surprising to me. The reason that I say this is because it makes sense if it is taken away from you in an abusive fashion then it seems one would have to go back through whatever they took away to re-claim it and discard it at one's own will, and own choice in one's own time frame. Now by saying all of that I am not meaning to EVER imply that I think maryjane in particular is bad at all for anyone. Rather, I wish to point out that MJ isnt the only thing that helps. I believe that MJ in conjunction with therapy and support systems in place, one can recover from this crap a great deal. Mj definitely relieves the stress and anger (resentment) that is associated with recovering from the mindfuck cult that we all endured as children. There was a time period for myself, though, when MJ made me too paranoid. I figured out that was happening b/c I was extremely unhappy and ended up making some askew choices which led to my unhappiness but definitely stemmed from my time in that fucking place. Sorry, but that is what I call it today, "that fucking place".
I mean, shit, they turned us into straight and straight-like assholes...we must reclaim ourselves. That is what my healing is all about anyway is reclaiming myself my whole self!
Although it isn't too ironic or surprising to me that reclaiming is key...and that MJ heals us I have to say that it did take me a long time to figure out the depth of what was wrong with me, and what they actually did to me internally.
I call it "coming out of the fog", and it is definitely a lengthy process.
BTW....I Just!
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