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Offline pinkroom

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« on: January 05, 2004, 11:41:00 AM »
I was in the NAM Gandy Blvd from 90-91. Then got transfered to Atlanta. Escaped for the eighth and final time where in I hitched back to FL. Looking for any phriends serving time during my stretch.
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« Reply #1 on: January 05, 2004, 12:28:00 PM »
To more specific. I went in during the wee hours of the night. About 3am to be exact. They actually opened the building for my intake. I was of course lied to bring me in but it was with a struggle. It was Feb 12 1990. My intake was rough and then I was taken to the Earl House. That made it better. Nice people I suppose. Anyway I was in for the entire year of 90 and on into abouth the summer of 91. As I was a career MB they gave me an option. After seven copouts and permanent sentencing to the pinkroom(Later painted blue)I was told if I didnt start working I would kicked out and sent to Arcadia. I said ok cool lets do it. They were surprised I called the bluff and revealed the real plan. I got transfered to Austel Rd. Later I dipped again and that was it.
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« Reply #2 on: January 05, 2004, 01:28:00 PM »
I do have a purpose for remembering all this hell. I was looking through the internet and happened on this by chance. I was a bit reluctant to read these posts cause I was not in the least bit willing to remember those days. I was a career Misb and spent alot of agonizing hours in the pink and blue rooms. Anyway I just held my breath and decided to take a peek. It is really strange hearing these stories and my mind is flooded with memories I have repressed for so long. I am still not sure how to feel about this but I will see how it goes. I would like to take this time to vent an apology in to the open air. I really doubt this person reads this forum but I figure I am somewhat vindicated by telling the story to those who went through the place like we did. I was in Atlanta, on transfer and I had just made third or fourth phase. I guess third. I was living in the Beaupre or Bopreau house(I dont remember the spelling. the house had a brother and sister in the program at the same time. this was lucky cause it was co-ed and had no newcomers) I lived with a girl, my host sis named Suzy I think. We were really close friends. I mean you can understand as we were the same age, in the same jail, no newcomers, and rules and what not. It was the greatest friendship I can remember. Not like you think but like brother and sister. Although I did develop a strong fondness for her it never went anywhere. The group was not stupid I guess and caught on to it but didnt say anything. I was oblivious to that fact so I was like what the fuck you know. Later I saw my exit opportunity for the eighth time and decided to bail after school. I was going to Wheeler high school at the time and I made another friend with some guy in my class and he had a car. So over a week I explained my situation to him and he agreed to get me out. All the while I never told her what I was planning cause of the reservation that she might nark. But one the weekend before I left I told her my plan. She didnt flip and she kept it tight until I executed the plan. At the time I felt okay cause I probably thought I would get caught and sent back. We would meet again and all that stuff. But to my surprise I actually managed to evade and cross state lines and eventually my parents pulled me in absentia. After my bliss wore off I started thinking about her. It was miserable. I remember my mother telling me that she was instantly persecuted for my copout and more than likely setback. I felt a guilt which I could never explain to my friends on the outside. How could they understand what I was feeling and how I could feel that way when they had no Idea what it was like for us inside that place. Anyway listen;
Susy I am sorry! I hope you got all those sweet things in life you used to tell me you always wanted. I am so sorry for any pain I caused you!
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« Reply #3 on: January 05, 2004, 01:59:00 PM »
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« Reply #4 on: January 05, 2004, 04:41:00 PM »
Weclome to the boards Pinkroom.
 I am survivor from Dallas in 87 and 88...
Look around slow...dont bite off too much at once because it can be overwhelming...
 I am having the ol nightmares again...
 Glad you are alive and kicking, brother...
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« Reply #5 on: January 05, 2004, 04:42:00 PM »
Oh, and youd be surprised who reads this board....
 I know of serveral that read and choose not to post...but they are here...
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« Reply #6 on: January 05, 2004, 04:47:00 PM »
Sounds to me like you ddid not intend to get her in trouble...that was Straights way..and they should be apologizing..Was not your fault..
 Thats an example of the hold straight had on the mind... "Im being abused....but I cant escape or they take it out on my loved ones"
Thats their fucking fault man not you.
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« Reply #7 on: January 05, 2004, 11:09:00 PM »
My name is Jennifer.  I was in there with my twin sister Jessica.  We were only 12 when we were put in.  Sound familiar?
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« Reply #8 on: January 06, 2004, 06:18:00 AM »
Yeah I hear that. Its not like all that now. I just want to get it out should she ever pass this way. I was a wreck for about a year when I got out of that place and I would spend all my time thinking about wierd shit. Point being is that whether or not I was in a haze walking in the walls and whatnot, I still got let her know. But all in all I do agree with you.
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