I was a graduate from KHK in 1984 and I know of what I speak regarding this issue. There are superficial differences between what most people round here experienced (STRAIGHT) and what very few of us round here experienced (KHK)
Beltlooping, Phases, Blowing away people in group......,
kids carving Ozzy in their arms (sorry I'm an OldSkooler)......now probably MM or Trent or some gay Limp Bizkit carvings, shitty food, lack of sleep, moral inventories, rules rap, open meetings.........sound familiar?
They come from the same school of philosophy.......BRAINWASHING works....................in the short term.
You are proof! The trick is to have a meaningful life without the effects of any program needed. You will shake this in time and understand how you were brainwashed. You may have needed some type of intervention to get you out of your "DRUGGIE" environment before you self destructed but you will eventually see that your KHK experience destroyed a good part of your psyche.
Welcome to the board anyway! Even fuckheads like Linchpin are welcome round here.
How bout a song? what? you'd like to sing the "Brady Bunch Theme"? HERE"S A STORY............
The Motivator