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Offline Anonymous

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« on: July 30, 2003, 06:24:00 PM »
WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO SUBVERSIFY MY SPIRITUAL DEVELOPEMENT?                                     BY CHAINING MYSELF TO THE VERY THING THAT I ABHOR!                                                                                                    I HAD HEARD ABOUT THIS WEBSITE,AND I HAVE TO SAY I WAS INCREDULOUS TO SAY THE LEAST.I ASK, WHAT GOOD CAN COME FROM REMINDING OURSELF OF THESE EVENTS? ALL THIS RELIVING THE "HORROR" AS I`VE HEARD IT REFERED TO.DONT EVEN SAY IT ACTS AS A CATHARSIS(A MEANS TO EMOTIONAL RELIEF)OR IT`S HEALING YOU,BECAUSE MOST OF WHAT I SEE IS ANGER,ANGST,BEMUSEMENT,AND YEARS OLD RESENTMENTS!HOW CAN OUR HEARTS BE FREE TO LOVE WITH SO MUCH CONTEMPT.                                           I TOO WAS ONE OF KING NEWTONS SUBJECTS A "SHIVERING DENIZEN OF HIS MAD REALM",AND YES IT TOOK A LITTLE TIME TO DISCUSS AND GET THROUGH SOME PRETTY UNFAIR EVENTS THAT TRANSPIRED.BUT I`LL BE DAMNED IF I`LL LET ANY OF THEM HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER ME TODAY!AND BY CONTINUING TO DISCUSS IT IM CHOOSING TO STAY"SICK".YES THIS IS ABOUT CHOICES FOLKS.SO GROW UP!AND I CAN SAY ALL THIS BECAUSE I`LL BE EFFECTED FOR LIFE BECAUSE OF NEWTONS ESOTERIC TENETS,AND I DONT MEAN BS DREAMS OR DISORDERS.NO,I MEAN FOR REAL.TRY FORGIVENESS,THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE.AFTER ALL GOD HAS FORGIVEN US FOR OUR SINS(OR MAYBE YOU DONT HAVEANY)                                                 I WAS RUFFED UP AS WELL AS SOME OF YOU WHO CLAIMED TO HAVE BEEN.BUT GET REAL!NO ONE WAS "SLASHED" OR REPEATEDLY PUNCHED OR CHOKED BY STAFF.SOME OF US ACTED LIKE ANIMALS AND ASKED FOR IT. SO STOP LY`N AND CRY`N! AND WHATS UP WITH ALL THE ANONYMITY? ARE YOU EMBARASSED? THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING IF YOU ARE.                    IF YOU THINK ITS IN THE SPIRIT OF A.A.S 12TH TRADITION,YOU`RE IGNORANT AND NEED TO REREAD THAT CHAPTER AS WELL AS DR.BOB AND....I SHALL CHOOSE TO EXERCISE ANONYMITY BECAUSE I AM EMBARASSED!    SOME OF YOU REALLY BELIEVE YOU NEED CONTINUOUS COUSELLING TO "DEAL" WITH THE SO CALLED TRAUMA. IT`S LIKE GOING RIGHT BACK TO MORE BRAIN WASHING.FREE YOUR MIND AND SPIRIT,ASK GOD AND TRUST IN HIM!                                                  V.M.D.IS THE RESPONSE TO PTSD!VICTIM MENTALITY DISORDER!DO YOU SUFFER FROM THIS? IF YOU`RE READING THIS YOU DO!
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« Reply #1 on: July 30, 2003, 06:33:00 PM »
uh...er...Fuck off (I think).
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   anonymous 'ol me.
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« Reply #2 on: July 30, 2003, 08:10:00 PM »
1: Typing in all caps makes you appear to be yelling and is annoying as all hell.

2: Groth comes from pain.  Pain begets anger and other secondary negative emotions.  I learned THAT in Kids, as much as I hate to admit it.  So peeling away the umpteen layers of anger, resentment, loss, hate, confusion, and all that stems from our respective stints in blue chairs by sharing (aka dumping) anger when we can is therapeutic.  For some, it's more so than for others.  

3: Kudos for taking control of your own life back.  Enjoy the freedom.

4: NOBODY deserves to be treated the way we did.  Sure some people acted like animals and physical restraint was necessary to protect the others in group.  But when someone jabs the back of your leg to provoke you to setup a restraint, that's bullshit.  That's not therapeutic and it doesn't help ANYONE.  
The people that bit and kicked and punched and scratched and jerked off in group deserve to get their asses kicked, either literally of figuratively, I agree.  
But I believe the majority of the physical abuse on patients (clients?  victims?  group members?  whatever...) wasn't in the name of safety.  It was in the name of avoidance of responsibility.
I'm guilty of it to.  It's easier to hold someone's shoulder pinned to the floor (as well as take out some pent up frustrations, I might add!) than to motivate and share our past and make changes and generally follow the Newtonian path.  
And I don't mean the direction of the Earth's gravitational pull....
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« Reply #3 on: July 31, 2003, 12:12:00 AM »
Can you use anymore big words, Mr. or Mrs. Know It All?  I'm glad you feel you are so much better than the poeple that post here.  So, I suggest you move on.  If you don't like what people have to write, don't read it (and certainly don't post in the manner you did; you look like an ass.)
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« Reply #4 on: July 31, 2003, 09:43:00 AM »
I think you need a cup of tea. Here, let me pour you one (tea trickles into cup...).

  Sugar?

  Lemon?

 Ahhh...now, where were we?

Oh yes. That's right. You were feeding the fire of your own confusion, that's were we where. Please, continue...

  - Tricia
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« Reply #5 on: July 31, 2003, 09:44:00 AM »
I must agree in most respects, with this letter. This was the very thing I needed to read to "let go" of the past instead of keeping it ALIVE. So needless to say I shall not return. those whom I love from kids I will continue to speak with privately and no discussion (well maybe a few good memories or items that have helped me) of kids.                                                          many thanks,God bless you!
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« Reply #6 on: July 31, 2003, 09:51:00 AM »
Tricia, you`re probably drinking a LONG ISLAND ice tea,yes?
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« Reply #7 on: July 31, 2003, 11:13:00 AM »
but I like being a victim. after all what better way to avoid taking
 responsibility!                                                                                                             -cp
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« Reply #8 on: August 01, 2003, 10:18:00 AM »
I am shocked! How dare you! But, yes, you're right. It's a Long Island.

 - Tricia
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« Reply #9 on: September 13, 2003, 09:46:00 PM »
Greetings Tricia. It's Jan R. from Canada. I would love to hear from you.
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