Now, normally I have a big obsession with programs, but most of rage and depression over it just faded. In replacement, I felt an interest in exactly what methods were employed in programs and the technicalities of things like rule violations. But, after seeing some old pictures of the boy's side at the program I was in. I became slightly irked and depressed over it. Not so much angry, as sad. The confusion, the trickery, and the manipulations of my feelings all just came at me, and the idea I was forced to endure such a setting and the fact that nobody (authority-wise) seems to be advocating it's distruction depresses me more so.
I told a child abuse detective about WWASP, and all she did was ask me "Wow, Did you learn your lesson?". It made me so enraged. I hate these places so much.
