Thank you Antigen, and thank myself for no longer hiding as well, I for one was frightened to death and had no one to turn to, so contacting anyone was not available for me, I am just now able to be to open up thanks to my brother for showing me this sight, sorry for anything at all you went through, I love my father who is no longer here, that place took over 20 years of me seeing him, in fact the last time I saw him, he passed in my arms with my brother standing next to me, whom I also had not seen in so so long, and that was 20 years of staying away from my family in hiding at the age of 14 on. So they can stuff it, this crap goes so deep that children that had no trouble nor did drugs went into hiding ran away from that hell hole, and I for one will never leave my family like that again, and if I can help by telling my side as all call it, then so be it, because I trusted maybe one soul from that place, and she too went into hiding after being started over like 14 or more times, she was court ordered, thing is she has never been accounted for, see what I mean by it going deep,lives were taken, lives were destroyed, lives ruined, lives that were children, and if no one at all likes the truth of the after math of what happens after so many years of such abuse, too bad, because these are my feelings, and they are so not in any denial. I hope every soul starts to post here, and lets their story be told, trust me it will help many if you do, and do not be afraid, because no one can harm you any more. NO MORE HIDING! :peace: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy:: ::unhappy::