I split too, I left school at such a young age that I was scared to go back, for one all the starting over shit, but mostly I had no idea who to trust, my friends I had fear of , my family I had fear of, I was scared to be started over too though, so I ran away , and I did not see family for years because of the stress I had, being afraid of your family is very sad, trust is something that is so important especially when so young.