as soon as debbie del bueno got off her court ordered sentence to the seed. she went right back to "the streets" and was a prostitute, and a hard, hard core drug addict. i witnessed it first hand. i observed her coming to the castaways docks, and doing ANYTHING for drug money.
what a pig.
and she started my 13 and 16 year old sisters over, and tortured them both, cut their hair, and called them every disgusting name in the book.
to this day neither sister has a relationship with my mother. 30 years!!!!
i was an avid runner, work out guru, clean healthy life, healthy food. but i snapped - i NEVER took shit from anyone after i left that place. punched out cops, told every boss i ever had to go fuck off. beat one guy so bad, i hospitalized him. attack many, many people violently. it took me years to realize where all that anger came from.
i live in japan. it is so peaceful here. no drugs. great kids.
my gf, is the best love and only love i have ever known. she brought me great peace. we have never talked to each other above a soft voice.
it took recognition to "save" me.
