Seriously, it was one of the best and most healing things I've ever done. I felt like I took my life back into my own hands. I was finally able to let go of sooo much after facing him on MY terms this time. I hadn't seen that man in 20+ years and he used to absolutely terrify me. I started shaking at first but then I collected myself ( Thanks RTP

) and said all the things I had wanted to for all those years. Yelled out names of people I cared about that are gone. Reminded him of dragging girls by their hair all the way across that warehouse. The timeout rooms where kids would be beaten, sometimes for weeks on end. When we were all there, under his control we werent' allowed to say a fucking word. It was on MY terms this time and he couldn't do a fucking thing about it. It was fantastic!!