Well of course you don't say "no" when they ask you, and it's (I thought) a quicker way to get thru the program. When I was a phaser I thought staff were so lucky and free and powerful. HA! Behind closed doors we were mentally tortured by senior staff and executives worse than ever, then had to go out and act all authoritative. I was never good at that. I was always trying to be the intellectual type, kissing Cassler's ass and coming up with raps no one understood. Still, Im really ashamed
