I dont know CCM, but she made it personal with little digs that I am blaming my past for who I have become, but truth be told, and some here can attest to the fact, I am a kind and decent human being, and like the person that I am. I had a horrible childhood, which ended with me in an extremely abusive religious program, and have had to fight tooth and nail to come out the other side with my dignity in tact. I rarely resort to abusive language, but I also will not tolerate verbal bullying. I don't owe submission to CCM, nor will I give it to her. I will be as nice or as mean as I am treated, it goes back to the whole respect is earned thing.