survivor of kids trying to heal needs readers and advice

[Anonymous]

i am working on a paper for school about k of bc and what it represents socially and i was wishing for readers and comments. i was a fellow victim 85-86. its a research paper and it is still very much a work in progress. the working title is

Might makes right and other ideological stances that contribute to the current violence or how I learned to love the shock and awe
http://http://despinasophia.wordpress.com/

in an ongoing attempt to heal--sometimes the ptsd hits hard---i went back to school. im writing this paper for a research writing class and though its raw and disturbing, the act of making it a solid composition is providing an interesting distance and perspective. maybe empowering? i hesitate not sure if thats really the right word--

i have been dreaming about a collection of voices speaking out since i began the project, feeling like that program shut me up for too long , i wonder if others feel the same way.

i also want to here if anyone has healed well and what they recommend.
please-the dread debility and tears dont let up--its been 22 years

sincerely,
d

[Ursus]

Well... tack on another decade, and that's about where it's at for me... and nope, I think the PTSD actually got worse, not better.  Maybe I'm "not dealing with it appropriately!"  Geesh.

Like your stuff.  Haven't finished reading it all, that's why I haven't commented yet.  So far:  :tup:  :tup:  :tup:  :tup:

@the rest of you hamsters:  a more clickable link to her stuff:
http://despinasophia.wordpress.com/

[blownawaytheidahoway]

thanks for making that clickable. i hadn't seen it before.
it's right up my alley.
thanx again,
-blownwaway