I just think its creepy that an ex staff from a program wants to reach out and try to find survivors from the program you said yourself you abused kids at, and then offer them money for stories? If that happened to me I would be more than creeped out. I would seriously wonder about why the ex-staff person is doing it.. if anything you should avoid the program you worked at if for no other reason than to avoid further trauma to the kids you might have abused (from their perspective especially). I find this whole idea very creepy to say the least. I mean no offense but your hands have "program blood" on them, for a survivor to accept money from you, well at least, it would really make me second guess myself and so I wouldn't do it purely on those grounds. I don't take money from hands that so wholly and physically represent this corrupt and painful industry. This is all just too weird... I think it's a bad idea, for survivors, because look where the money is coming from. I hate to make the sue scheff comparison, but damn its close, accept person reasons aren't profit they are guilt... come on and bash me tsw club, but I know he can take it. this is what I see...