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Offline JDavid

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« Reply #15 on: April 29, 2003, 01:08:00 AM »
this is the deepest dimention of sorrow and devastation there is.  We mourn the rest of our lives while keeping them immortal in memory.  No matter how much time passes, never feel as though grieving is wrong, yet always feel free to experience the happiness they would always wish for you.  I am helpless, so I grieve along with you.  I hope to hear from you again soon.
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« Reply #16 on: April 30, 2003, 11:33:00 PM »
Guess what?  You were the first thing I wanted to see about on Fornits, so I thought I'd move ya up where you belong.
In my thoughts you are.
I wish I could do more.  I am so far away.
Bill
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« Reply #17 on: May 01, 2003, 04:03:00 PM »
Carmel,

Words fail in times like these. The least I can do is follow Bill's lead and keep you on top.

Know of my continued prayers for you.

your brother,
Michael

The worst government is the most moral. One composed of cynics
is often very tolerant and human. But when fanatics are on top,
there is no limit to oppression.

--H.L. Mencken

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« Reply #18 on: May 02, 2003, 09:53:00 AM »
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With Deepest Sympathy my friend.
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« Reply #19 on: May 03, 2003, 03:39:00 PM »
Just a drop in to thank you all so much again.  

My baby still isnt home, they had to cremate her and her grnadmother there at the facility in the middle of nowhere....so tey havent come home yet.  They should be here by Monday, and our service is Monday at 8:00 pm.  I know some were interested in sendng flowers and such, this is so thoughful but not necessary....however I wil post the information here as soon as possible.

Again, thank you for your words of sympathy and prayers.....every simge one of them is being taken to heart and used as fuel for living at this very moment by all of us here.  It has been phenomenal the outpouring of love and how much it all has carried us through this time.
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« Reply #20 on: May 04, 2003, 04:26:00 AM »
Hello Carmel.  I sent you a private message.
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« Reply #21 on: May 06, 2003, 08:38:00 AM »
Carmel, just to let you know that you are in my thoughts. I am hopeful that your daughter's memorial service yesterday went as well as could be expected under the circumstances. I cannot imagine what you are going through, but I wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. Peace be with you and your family, now and always.
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« Reply #22 on: May 08, 2003, 10:34:00 PM »
Just keeping this on top to let you know that you are in our thoughts.
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« Reply #23 on: May 08, 2003, 11:05:00 PM »
I have found the obituaries for Gabrielle and Robin, but I have not found the one for Carmel's husband's aunt.  At the bottom of the page, you can put 04/27/2003 and click search and it will show only these two people: http://www.earthmanfunerals.com/Obits/Index.html

I sure hope it's ok to show this.  I'm guessing you all would like to see a little more about who we are talking about.  I was waiting for Carmel to come back & show us, but it looks like Carmel is taking a long break from visiting the board.
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« Reply #24 on: May 11, 2003, 03:20:00 AM »
Hello all,

Just a quick update....

I am in Charleston SC, my boss flew my husband and I and our son here for some relaxing recovery time.   Its been rough one this last week or so.  Tomorrow is mothers day and I am at a loss.  

The service was beautiful, by baby is home now...it was a very humbling and painful blow to hold her small bag of ashes in my arms....but she is home..its were she wanted to be....

Please, everyone kiss your babies tonight and look in their eyes like you have never done before...the moments are precious.  I cannot begin to convey the love and support that has poured in from friends and family alike...including you all.  

Many nights the demons have been chasing me, they are real...I know this now...abush, I may have something very closely in commmon with your experience now...we should talk.

Its 3 am and I am a bit disjointed....I will try to make it around more often soon.  Again, I cant thank everyone enough...

Many thanks,

Carmel
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« Reply #25 on: May 11, 2003, 10:16:00 AM »
Thank you too Carmel, for being here after all that you have been through recently.
Take care,
MG8 :smokin:
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« Reply #26 on: May 14, 2003, 05:34:00 PM »
I know the pain is unbearable, but if it reaches a level to where you feel it cannot be possible to live with it, remember they would have wanted you to live on.  Plus, the other survivors who were close to them need you.  You seem very strong so far.  I am mainly just expressing hope that that strength does not disappear.
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« Reply #27 on: May 16, 2003, 09:58:00 AM »
Hey all,

Just wanted to drop in and say thanks again.

Its been rough, harder than I thought possible.   Been home from SC for a week now, and its scary.  I find fear is my biggest enemy now rather than anger or sadness.  Being alone is a hell of thing.  I miss her so much, I miss tucking her in at night, I miss combing her hair, I miss telling her to quit jacking around and finish her food.....its such an empty feeling.

I weaned myself off all medicine, relatively quickly I think.  Now all there is between her and I is time.  someday we will meet.
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« Reply #28 on: May 16, 2003, 11:01:00 AM »
I understand what you're saying about "some day we will meet".  I hope you are planning on that being a natural process, right?  You're not interested in speeding it up is what I'm trying to say.  

Those weren't vital health medications, were they?  Just wondering.

You, your husband and your close family and friends are closer than ever, I imagine.  I hope that is how it is.
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« Reply #29 on: May 20, 2003, 02:05:00 AM »
I spend much of my time on these sites now days, just trying to connect with others who have been through, what I thought was my own personal hell, that no one could possibly understand, and here you are experiencing it all over again.Iam so sorry I will pray for you
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emeber me? I was Todd Brown Dallas(Irving) Straight 89-90 I commenced and was on staff for a short time, then fell off the face of the earth please email me if you remember me I really want to get in touch with other dallas  straight ppl!
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