on Austell Rd. 1986-87.
Every day in the building was the death of something sacred - publicized,scrutinized, and devalued by 80 other nameless faceless pseudo-humans.
There are fates worse than physical death, believe it or not.
Just had a conversation with my father last weekend, I was telling his wife all about the experience of Straight: she was overwhelmed.
He was smiling because it 'got me off drugs' -
at some point even the most rational and capable people are vulnerable, and once they have been violated in the way that Straight violated the sanctity of the mind, they are terrified when and if they realize the extent of their vulnerability and betrayal.
So, life goes on: some of the more fearful among the alumni keep the door of honest appraisal closed, they smile and present the straight-face.
Those of us that do open that door experience our own hell in many ways.
My experience is that my psyche was irreparably harmed, and that a lot of my energy is spent trying to compensate for the damage.
oh, whomever mentioned EMDR - you've been duped. Wake up and read the investigations - it's a scam. You should try a strobelight and a Depok Chopra CD, would be much cheaper. Just as straight maximized humans weakness over the power of suggestion, so do the EMDR purveyors.
Hate to be the one to break it to-ya.
I understand the need for healing, but don't let down your guard - there are just as many willing to capitalize on your horrible experiences. Be very discerning in your choices of therapists - investigate them, question them, and never ever blindly accept what's presented as truth. Once you've had a few months in which to observe them and how they lead / react to your revelations, you'll gradually know how much you can fully trust. It's about you, not about their only hammer hitting all of your nails.
Pax,
Russ :

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