what is this stuff?
you said that kids begged you to murder their parents, and that " If you wait long enough, a former program kid will post and tell you about wishing death on their parents."
link me to a post of a program survivor asking you to kill their parents or them saying clearly they want to murder their parents or program staff. you make this seem so common in your statement, back it up if it's true, because it's slanderous to program survivors.