They tried anyway.. Didn't work!! Fuck you LON EAT MY BALLS BIG BOI!
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posted October 17, 2006 11:45 AMOctober 17, 2006 11:45 AM
I do know what you are a saying, but what exactly can i tell the police? That he, like Margot's daughter, won't tidy after himself? Watches me struggle to keep house and walks behind me and destroys it? They'll laugh at me!
The worst part about it is I have to keep alot from the police because they are reporting every incident in my house to my landlord, they are working with them to build up a case against me, they too want us out of the neighbourhood, can't blame them, it's a nightmare living around my family although there are plenty of younger kids here who are 10 times worse
For example a dog training outing was arranged for last weekend by our village bobby, he wanted all the 'naughty' kids to go so they had something to focus on, as time grew nearer, my boys didn't get an invitation, I called and caled this officer to ask what was going on, to this day he still won't answer my calls, they were the only children in the entire village who didn't go, I felt absolutely devestated, my boys were realy upset, they have little self esteem as it is and now it's on the floor, they also have the attitude now that the police can 'kiss their arse' and I don't blame them!
Right now I feel very alone, I am alone with these children with no living relatives except a brother who wants nothing to do with me as he is one of these ppl who is above every one else, I also feel that the whole world's against me, right now a psychiatric ward sounds like a restful place to be....and I'm definitely not one to feel sorry for myself, but right now I do, I am so stuck between keeping a roof over our heads and being able to do anything about regaining control that I don't know where to turn, I'm simply in a lose lose situation, I don't think I've cried so much in my life as I have the last few days (my baby, my 13 yr old called me a ****-ing Biatch yesterday, that broke my heart, he has always told his 14 yr old brother how he hates him when he says that sort of thing, and now he does it? Unexpected or what? Now that is learnt behaviour passed down from the 19 yr old to the 14 yr and now to the 13 yr old)
Even when I go to my refuge (my horse) it's turned nasty there, everything seems to be my fault, my horses fault, I'm getting the cold shoulder & general grief, I wish that everyone would just get off my back for one whole day and be pleasant to me, I've never broken the law, I've never done anyone any harm, I'm a really good friend, yet it always seems to be me everyone wants to have a go at (sounds paranoid I know, but I assure you it really is like that)
You are all right in what you say - and I know it's what I should do, but how? How does one see their child albeit a 19 yr old one out on the street in the bitter cold? He really has nowhere to go but here
I'm just banging my head against a brick wall basically arghhhhhhhh
Margot - I wish you all the best, don't be too dissapointed at your daughter's relapse, if we had that magic wand we'd wave it, you're daughter at least is in a place where she can be given a chance and she's trying to do that - let's hope no matter how many relapses she has, that eventually she'll come through with the support she's getting
Boy if these kids could be inside our minds for a day they'd never do any of this to us ever again...........
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