On 2006-06-02 06:25:00, dragonfly wrote:
"Well, last night I got involved with Ms. Mary Jane and ended up taping a series of cartoon frogs with crowns on thier heads to my walls, as a decorative border beneath the ceiling upon which are the footmarks of Warren Haynes's cousin Bruce.
Coming unhinged.....
Watched Akira Kurasawa's DREAMS with my housemate......
Falling in love again and dreading the whole "This is how Straight fucked me up...." discussions.
Ahh fuck man my grip on normalcy is slippery and weak.
I look at this magical life I am living and sometimes see that I have only scrathed the surface and that there is a whole world of misperception I have taken as truth. Like there is a surface truth about my life that I have been comfortable with and there is the beneath the surface world where I am actually still a dying teenager in Straight.
Fuck Fuck Fuck man..... "
A labor intensive 50 hour per week job will cure what ails you...When you are not working youll be too tired to think about mental ails and the past..Works for me anyway
