my attempted split (or my attempted b-day present to myself)

[ramprato]

:: I agree with Marti,

Sounds like you need to go get some REAL help this time to take care of that self-hatred consuming you. Yep, you really need to sort things out, what's the point of life if you are so consumed with hating everything every moment? I hope you are not taking it out on animals too. You're a real sad ticket and what's sadder is God knows how long you have been like this and not seen it for yourself and figured there was nothing you could do about it but continue hating.

It has to be some kind of sickness to lash out at people in complete anonymity and get off on it. So ~ I don't care if you respond to this or not, I'll just consider the source. You really don't know Mike anyway because you never would of been that mean to him, he's a really good guy. They really do have some decent people out there that'll help you sort out things, better go find one. You unfortunately to me really show the world the end result going through Straight had on some people every time you post.

Ken

[kpickle39]

Hey my friends, don't worry bout this guy.  He ain't worth it.  I'm fine now, and that is all that really matters.  My bruises have healed, I'm no longer on 1st phase or any phase for that matter.  Life is good, I have a great family and many wonderful friends.   Let's let it go.

Best regards to all my friends and to anonymous as well.

Mike, Straight Survivor '78 - '80  

In Germany they came first for the Communists, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a trade unionist. Then they came for Catholics, and I didn?t speak up because I was a Protestant. Then they came for me, and by that time no one was left to speak up."
--Protestant minister Martin Neimoller

[Maltese Falcon]

Mr. Anonymous,

Of all the people I?ve meet during my life Mr. Sherman is one of the best.  I am privileged and honored to have him in my life.  It sickens me to see someone ?LABEL? a complete stranger a ?Druggie? and then this label ?in their minds? justifies abuse.  

Your writing ability in the aforementioned quote ?you fucking pussy druggie!!? is a classic, and says it all.

Your monumental ignorance and despicable values are deplorable.  I look forward to holding you accountable soon if you are linked to our current targets!  I will relish looking you in the eye, and I will not waiver in my pursuit.

?WE ARE COMING?

Chris! :skull:

...the people have a right to keep and bear arms.
-- Patrick Henry and George Mason Debates

[ClayL]

Thank you for the thoughtful and intellectually superior response. The maturity astounds me and I have not seen it's like in 20 some odd years! Please keep up the good work, it reminds me of why I got away from the straight crowd. It was all so stifling to self-respect, growth, kindness and the need for human nuturing. Something I think we all lacked only to have the hope of getting it torn, violently in some cases, from us. It has only been through MUCH therapy and a damn good wife that I am as balanced as I am today.

One last thing, I have found that I do not have to be vulgar, foul mouthed and rude to get attention today. I can simply ask for it.

Clay

[85 Day Jerk]

It finally occurred to me why I could not remember your split attempt.  It was because I was on one of my first permissions as a 4th phaser.  While you were being taken to the ground and lacerated by lumps of fiberglass residue, I was sitting in climate controlled comfort at the Tyrone Six Theatres watching the movie "The Deer Hunter."  I cannot even remember if you lived at our house then or not.  Nothing was said of any split attempt to me that I can remember, but then, the light and space of that movie really put the zap on my head and it stayed with me for several weeks afterward.  The day you tried to split fell on a Sunday according to the Almanac.
Wednesdays and Sundays were always the best days to make a break for it, because there were the least amount of 5th phasers and staff in the building.

[Antigen]

On 2003-01-01 10:12:00, Anonymous wrote: "Hello it's anonymous again.  I was in when Mike tried to split, I remember hearing his head  hit the ground when he fell; I remember hearing his screams, makes me laugh to this day."

Is that you Charles?

A free people ought...to be armed...
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/188301123X/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'> George Washington, 1790

[Tampa survivor]

On 2003-01-02 05:55:00, Shelby wrote: "You think child abuse is funny? You laugh at the thought of screaming kids being slammed to the floor? For the sake of everyone on the planet, I sincerely hope you're sterile. Shelby"

Shelby got that right.
I think back to the MANY times I was sat upon, beaten and physically tortured and I will NEVER forget the look that people like ANON had in their eyes, the grins taken by being in physical command, the sick pleasure of domination.  
As crusading purveors of right and wrong, people like ANON are the same ones who protest the porn shop renting DVDs down the street, but have their wives tie them up and spank them late at night with the blinds drawn.
Now that defines "pussy' in my book.
Bill
12/80-12/82

[Tampa survivor]

Mike:  Sorry your memory jogged the jolly button on that sicko.  At least we know what we are fighting against.  He's probably a cop now.  
I would much rather know you than him.  Keep doing good and keep the details on the reunion coming.
Bill Hadley