I just started to research and explore this "black hole" online. I attended "Kids,Inc." along with my sister in both El Paso, Tx and Yorba Linda, CA.
My younger sister and I can talk to eachother and "connect". Not because we are sisters, but because we both understand "program".
My point is...there is a lot of healing when discussing,crying,yelling about how we were victimized.
My sister and I both suffer from depression (me the most)and severe anxiety (thats her gig).
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Thanks for sharing with us and let us know whats on your mind again.