I seee it both ways, I cannot legally get my son out of there, I tried it, presented pictures of the crapy trailer my son shares with 15 other kids, presented my sons report card, along with teachers comments before he was ripped out of school and sent to NY. My son had a 3.2 grade average. Allthough not perfect he was doing well in school. Glowing comments from teachers stateing my sons attitutde, expert witness even on the stand testafying on my sons behalf, hell his own dad who sent him there said Our son was never disrespectful, and was a terrific kid! He even testafied that he had no knowledge of his grades, and that he did also hit my son with belts often. I dont know if the judge was just up there doing a crossword puzzle or what the hell!Anyway, he stated he made findings that it was the right placement for my son. Which means I cannot take it to appeals court, due to the wording of the judgement. End of story.
NOw my son KNOWS that there is no way I suport a brainwashing facility such as the one he is in, he knows exactly why, as i do, that he was rushed off to NY and I was served emergency hearing papers.So , even though I dont want to make it worse for him , by him thinking that maybe I can do something to get him out, I will never say that he belongs there to him. (like the school wanted me to fax a letter stateing)I can only tell him to work out, run a track if they have one, try to stay out of the corner so we can get our 5 min, plus one letter a month, and tell him that I know things are hard right now, but before he kbnows it he will be home soon. I also tell him not to let anyone break his spirit, thats something he knows people cannot take away, its what heros are made of.It may be easier if I just pretend like I back the school up. then my son knows he has no choice, but I cant lie to him, nor would he truly believe me if I said that anyway. Yes words definitly do come back and haunt you, this is my hard lesson to be learned. My harsh words are what got his dad all pissed off at me in the first place and my son sent off. If I could only take back what I said to him that day I would, if I would have only known.. It "F"in sucks, but I cannot go back and erase what was said, now my son and I have to suffer the consequences.Thank you for replying, I have no one to talk to really, so thanks for getting me through another morning anyway, I just pray that my son finds some relief at least once a day where he feels that inner peace. IM sure that everyday at 15 so far away from all you know is a living hell.