Peninsula Village

[Anonymous]

there is no rational sense of kindness here
i really hate these people, they have done me so much harm growing up
i need to get out of here as soon as i can
they are evil and horrible

So get the hell out of there, then. What are you waiting for?? You've been bitching about this for MONTHS! I don't want to read one more goddamn post about how the 'rents are driving you up a wall... just get the fuck out of there, you're a big girl now, right.....?

[Anonymous]

thanks staff, again i go to school full time and i make 7.50 an hr at Barnes and Nobles
i want to finish college, i finally got into a state school my father will pay for but its out of town.  I can't afford an apartment not in a bad neighborhood or at all really.  I had to transfer out of private school because my father wouldn't pay tuition.
  Again i work in retail i have no college degree, but i have about three years done.
 if there is a hell guess what abusive pigs going to be in it. please bother my parents when you are there for me.  
i have two thousand dollars saved up.
i don't think you know the first thing about this situation asshole.  i cut my classes back so i could work more and by the end of the year i was exhausted and i still had no money
i gave a couple thousand dollars to my parents to pay for health care in the hopes my father would be somewhat less of an abusive nightmare about money.  If i think about it i've given my father 4000 +. dollars in the last two years, but he acts like I've given him nothing
I need to find a better job,  i really hate these abusive assholes right now, hate PV staff too
i hope there is a hell really
if my parents gave me some money to help out i could afford to live and go to school and work.  
peoples children should have more legal rights
they kicked me out at 18 and gave me no money for years but the bastards are driving around in an 80,000 dollar mercedes
they never help the monsters just abuse
i want out money how dare they say they are going to give me money,
i didn't ask them for it, i was just working on school
then turn it into a nightmare, its so typical of them
they are monsters,  its unbelievably cruel is what it is
here have what you want the most, oh no never mind
i have PTS, i'm in fear for my life half the time
these people are monsters
when i get out of here for good finally, i'm never going to see them again
i'm never going to get out of here though, never
they are so abusive it's so stupid because like now for example
you beat the crap out of someone during exam week, its not good for their grades, but i fail because they have me sitting in a jail cell, oh wait they do have me sitting in a jail cell, this is a jail cell really, but i fail and I failed because i'm horrible and a tramp and need discipline
not i failed because you told me you were giving me money then took it away during exam week and beat the crap out of me about it
i hate these horrible stupid abusive people
they destroyed me growing up, i relate to womens stories in war zones
no exageration at all, i was molested and they drove me out into it, they did nothing about the adult who i brought home right away that was stalking and obviously beating up on their daughter
it was punishment
my father said to day it was because you were bad and a 14 year old tramp and were going out with your friends to a club, you brought him home, i said yes i know he was stalking me you monster you were supposed to do something besides abuse me horrificly about it.  
it was really punishment the way he said it, and the way my mother said
i really hate these people, they are such monsters

[Anonymous]

Shut up and get back in the kitchen where ya beloooong, bitch!!!  :evil:

[Anonymous]

Maybe you'd have FRIENDS if you weren't always going ON AND ON AND ON about YOU and your FUCKING PROBLEMS all the time. Get over yourself and quit bitching on here, or I'll continue to give you what-for you every time you come here and whine.  :x

[Anonymous]

Yodelodlayheehoo....guess you're still working on that case of carpal tunnel ya got goin...k, ttyl.

-a mysterious someone you used to know

[Anonymous]

i get one of these is my school email about every  month,  
i really respect that the school tells us about this kind of stuff as opposed
to trying to hide it.  This is a very typical robbery on or near the campus,
sometimes the emails are just about stuff that happens on the strip next to the campus that doesn't involve college students.  There have been a couple robberies like this one of college students, in one instance the guy pulled up in a car and shot after the kid when he ran away.  
I just include this because my stupid parents act like i'm making stuff up when i say anything about bad neighborhoods, or about anything in life being dangerous.  I live in a nice city although the school is downtown, i just get so sick of people acting like i'm horrible if i talk about anything real.  

On Monday, December 3, 2007 at approximately 5:25 am a male student was
walking southbound on *&*&* Drive when he was approached by four
males who demanded money. All four suspects were wearing dark clothing.
Two of them were wearing knit caps. All of them appeared to be in their
forties. There were no weapons involved. There were no injuries to the
victim. The suspects fled westbound on 5765 Drive.

If you have any information about this incident contact Police Investigations at


Safety Tips:

Always walk in well-lighted areas at night.
Don't walk alone after hours, use the Safety Escort at .
Report suspicious activity to the Police immediately.

[Anonymous]

hmm lets see who did i used to know, staff duh
do you really want to be online under Google Abuse Peninsula Village
abusing pv surviviors obviously as staff. It's kind a dumb.

[Che Gookin]

Sadly these guests aren't staff and more than likely they are fellow survivors like yourself.

[Anonymous]

yes gookin but you were staff and i still think your weird
its called labor laws and prison camps
what are you people republicans?

[Anonymous]

yes gookin but you were staff and i still think your weird
its called labor laws and prison camps
what are you people republicans?

 :roll:  :roll:  :roll:

Shut yer friggin' piehole, free..... and get over yourself.

[Anonymous]

yes gookin but you were staff and i still think your weird
its called labor laws and prison camps
what are you people republicans?

:roll:  :roll:  :roll:

Shut yer friggin' piehole, free..... and get over yourself.

Free che's sticking up for you, ya know?

[Che Gookin]

yes gookin but you were staff and i still think your weird
its called labor laws and prison camps
what are you people republicans?

Young lady I was strange even before I went to work at Three Springs. How dare you underestimate my capacity for wierdness, and give any credit what so ever to that odious institution for my colourful personality quirks!

 ::fuckoff::

[Anonymous]

yes gookin but you were staff and i still think your weird
its called labor laws and prison camps
what are you people republicans?

Young lady I was strange even before I went to work at Three Springs. How dare you underestimate my capacity for wierdness, and give any credit what so ever to that odious institution for my colourful personality quirks!

 ::fuckoff::

now you have unleashed a fucking fury mon!!!!

[Anonymous]

is it just me or do the guys in PV seem to have a better time of it then the girls, just thought that seemed interesting
the boys go to school three days out of the week rather then two as well
that seems a pretty obvious example of sexism
if a lot of the female daily staff is still gay and Pegler and the shrink is straight then it could explain why the girls get beat up on more
Pegler pretty much only works with the girls and the shrink they have there now, he is not the same therapist as when I was in, seems a lot more involved with the girls then the bushy haired guy who was the therapist back in the late 90's
the girls mention him stopping in to girls stu more then once every six weeks but they say his visits are always very unpleasant
the boys don't mention him at all
pegler also I think really only works on the girls side
the boys report less retraints as well, they say a lot of stuff about ex army people, or those who pretend to be ex army, being in charge
i got the feeling the boys side was horrible because they still lock them in a room for months and follow the same weird procedures but I got the impression they don't just mess with the boys as much
in the girls side they are really in your face all the time
if someone gets upset they  harrass them till they restrain them
they stand on top of them, when someone is upset it does do a lot of good to just stand back a bit and let them breath
girls STU they restrain and beat up on people just for fun
there is a lot of weird prejudices the girls get too that I wasn't hearing from the guys.  Guys side just seems like perhaps staff is calmer
girls side they are nuts, they don't give you the opportunity to not be restrained  or beat up on.
have you ever tried to take a four minute shower?
you get screamed at and abused constantly no matter how hard you try to meet your time limits, again everything is timed too.
they know its not really possible to take a four minute shower of course, it's why they do it, so they have an excuse to abuse you and mess with you.  Sometimes you can just barely  meet such a low time limit but someone has to go over and then every one gets abused.  
They do it with everything in the day, all day.  
its a main break them down constantly tool wth no reason in PV
basically they make excuses to abuse you and then restrain you if you cry, stop working, sit down, pull away when they grab you and so on.
the boys side seems slightly more low key
not to mention they go to school three days out of the week rather two

[Anonymous]

no way did we have a crisis phone
the only contact with any sort  of phone was in family therapy, the therapist called your family, and hung up if you said anything about abuse
family therapy was a very rare occurance really, it took four months at least for me to have family therapy only by phone of course, and it was in a little room under the admissions unit.  after that i had family therapy less then once a month, quite a lot less then once a month.
 they take away family therapy a lot as a consequence for not working your program.
we were not allowed any contact with the outside world other then that at all, girls asked .
My family is being really bad, i'm scared, my father hit me and said he is not giving me any money to move out.  My mother threatened to call the police four times because we were fighting.  she always jumps right into the middle of everything and takes it to a whole new level.  I didn't start any of it, my dad started in on me because he doesn't really want to give me the money he said he would.  Its really horrible here.  I theatened to call the police because my father hit me but they said they would kick me out and i would have no money for college and no where to live, he was still pushing me and foaming at the mouth.   dad again told me four times to join the army and that he was going to take my dog to pound. they are so horrible, why tell me they are going to give me money to move out then beat me up about it and take it back.  I didn't bring the money thing up today, i was avoiding the subject, it seemed better to bring it up when i thought they might actually do it.  At first it was we will give you 10000 to help you out while you work and finish school.  I was so happy when they told me a couple weeks ago.  I said ok please put the money in my account, because I know them, they have done this before and i never see any money, they just hold it over my head and decide not to.  They did the same thing last year.  They said no we are still deciding, so i knew it was bullshit.  Then they came back with drop out of school and work full time and we will give you the money, of course no money for school then, then it was no money at all.  They keep calling meetings about it, i of course get no say in any of it, they just sit me down and discuss what they are deciding for me.  I can't talk about what i think either.  It was really ugly i just feel horrible, its so abusive.  The worst part is its exam week so i have a bunch of projects to do and final exams.  I just came downstairs to get lunch.  My mother always stands right in your face and yells.  Like two inches from your face, its horrible.  i feel like i've been hit by a truck and i'm terrified, its so abusive, they got really mad because i said this place is an abusive situation for me and I am an adult and i really want help beng independent, this was after my dad said today no money at all.  They were already mad before for some reason, my father was in an evil mood about money and I came down for lunch.  They are such abusive people, abusive people are just nuts they take everything to this horrible level, one seconds your getting lunch next second someones beating up on you and kicking you out and your being threatened with being locked in a little cell and abused, they call me a 14 year old tramp a lot too, only in less nice words.  Then when i say this is abusive your horrible people, thats appropriate behavior if you were stalin or hitler or start hyperventilating and sobbing they threaten to call the cops because my mother wont have such fighting in her house, as she stands two inches from my face and calls me 14 year old tramp.  I wasn't in anyones face, i just talk you know, sometimes i yell, i try to keep personal space between us, i don't like them near me.  If you say something that makes my mom mad she gets really in your face and she likes to grab the phone and go stop talking or I'm calling them.  She has a really violent temper, normal people talk and yell or something, my mother goes for the jugular if you annoy her and sometimes when she's just in an annoyed mood.  She picks fights when she's in a bad mood and her fights are like the eighth court of hell.  It's horrible because you never know when you come downstairs to eat what you get.  I don't start beating up on people. They do it during exam week always, i think they want me to fail because they think i'll get a full time job then or join the army hah hah, and they want to prove they are right and i am a horrible failure.  They go on for hours, i'd rather live with an alcoholic.  They are such Nazis.  I just don't want them to have power over me any more.   I just don't think they can let me go, abusive people never want to let you go.  Its too much fun for my mother to have all the power and push and push and push.  She stands really close to me all the time, its weird, normal people don't stand on top of you.   She could not be anymore up my but.  You can't actually talk to her, she interupts you and goes back to giving nasty orders and she has a hair trigger for anything, she gives a lot of orders too its about all she does talking wise.  I've realized though that if they are that bad they are more then capable of doing all sorts of horrible things to me.  They are my parents, I sort of have a hard time not trying to appeal to a sense of rational kindness or something.  It doesn't work, they really are nazis, they said all this stuf today, you know when you have a horrible feeling you know how bad it is really but every one smooths over it and you want to think its better.  Its not better, if you think someones mind works like an irrational, selfish, nasty, abusive box of squirmy insects, what you are trying to tell yourself isn't there really is.    i think I have to look at it like that, like i do live under really abusive horrible people who are more then capable of doing all sorts of terrible things.  I try to live like they are ok people somewhere and reason might work on them and such.  I need to just look at it like bob pegler is my dad and my mother is pv staff.  They really are that bad.  I'm not a mind reader and i am pretty stuck here, also i've always lived with these people, or with people like them. The mercedes cost them 80,000.00, i said something about spending 50,000 dollars on a car and my mother said it cost us 80,000 are you jealose.  Isn't that horrible?  I have to say i really feel nothing but disgust towards them, they don't act like good people at all, to say the least.  i bet i can get some money from them, i have to move out, i need to find a better paying job where i don't have to stand all day and work on the cash register for 7 dollars an hour.  I don't want anything to do with these people any more.  They are horrible and really dangerous.  I have a headache and i have so much work to do.

You're obviously not going to be able to count on your parents, so ya better get busy figuring something out other than expecting them to pay your way.  They're not going to or if they do, it will be with strings attached that it sounds like you can't afford to have.  You are the only person that you can truly count on in life.  PV was abusive, no doubt and left you a mess but no one is capable of cleaning up that mess but you.  That sucks, but its true.  Quit expecting things out of your parents that they either aren't capable of or just plain won't do.