Peninsula Village

[Anonymous]

Have you considered homicide?

I think it would be an excellent, worthwhile solution to this particular problem.

FUCKING KILL THEM ALREADY.

[Anonymous]

[Nihilanthic]

i have a puppy,
i also have my parents, can i post pictures of my parents?
my father is starting to look like Richard Nixon and my mother looks like she rides a broom stick and is not a good witch.  
when god drops a house on her the munchkins will dance
we took christmas pictures at the club, she looks very intense,
 like she bites, which she does actually.  
this morning i went down to get coffee,
she corrected three things i did, like don't cut your eggs in the pan because it will destroy the pan, this turned into a speech on how many nice things they have bought me and i have destroyed
i haven't destroyed anything in years,
why she feels the need to do this while i quietly make breakfast
 I don't know
they are horrible
the prejudices here are really amazing
all of them,
scary as hell
my father was out of town and it's so lovely to have the bastard back
one of them is much easier to deal with then both
it's like they empower each other

Your parents sound very abusive.

Why not move out?

[Anonymous]

you look symetrical enough
you are not bad looking, i just thought you were younger and would have more hair,
i have a lot of hair and am also symetrical

i asked you questions about your life,
like how do you make ends meet
because it is relevant,
for example you can get out of an abusive situation,
 because so many families out of programs are abusive,
if you can make ends meet
and you just introduced the gratuitouse use of the word scrotum and called me self centered,
which as many program survivors, those who actually were in program, have mentioned, attention seeking and self centered is program lingo and it is once again annoying.
so i'm not self centered, i asked you about anything you might have to say, you don't seem to have anything to say, you just bother me about what i post
it's very sad really
we could carry on a conversation otherwise, like you say something about programs and relevant things around these programs, abusive families, not being able to make ends meet, drugs programs give you, the whole money trail aspect, schools, bullying, actually very little of this stuff is about me.

i know why don't we all post pictures of our selves
there is a great idea, ok no, duh
i can't kill them my mother has ballet tickets
i think i am what you all would call her bitch
i get picked on and have to do what she says
and she makes me go to the ballet with her
you should see her with her chiuahua, she's supper controlling
she has him on this little leash that she steps on if he tries to get away
she won't let him out of her site poor thing
every two minutes it's "what are you doing"
she's an insane chicken brained control freak from hell
do you want to hear her views on why there was less crime in the 1950's
it was because there was more shame!!
anyway i'm starting to take it with a sense of humor, or at least an objective perspective,
like i don't care what these people think they are nuts
it's just bad before coffee

[Anonymous]

i said that along time ago

i don't make enough money to move out
i am trying to finish college and i work at Barnes & Noble as a bookseller
and i make 7.50 an hr
 i got a 25 cent raise after working there a year
my boss offered me a full time position but i want to finish school
the SOB still tries to schedule you 30+ hrs a week if he can of course
even part time
i have three + years of college done but i had to transfer and all this other crap so god only knows how far graduation is

how do you make a living i really want to know
i wasn't being a jerk
and sorry about the hair comments
you look fine
what are you a republican?
i need a roommate

[Anonymous]

a normal girl roommate

why don't you tell us more about yourself in general niles?
what made you decide to do whatever it is you do on in the program chat rooms?

[Nihilanthic]

Its REALLY hard to read what you say and answer your questions. Um in general....

I came here after finding out programs exist by reading a FARK.com link to an article about Tranquility Bay. I was horrified, pissed off, and wanted to learn more, so I did, then found out about all the OTHER programs. I was never in one but I still want to help.

I am not a republican but at least I agree with paleo-cons regarding most economic policies. IOW, "Libertarian". Same for my views on social things.

I'm working full time and about to go back to school when I can get in state tuition. I've been through economic hardship (for years...) in the past so I know what it's like, believe it or not.

No offense, but you're really difficult to converse with. Your words are scattered and it's hard to follow what you say. Additionally anything regarding sex or men seems to inflame you severely. Being male I'd probably inflame you constantly by that alone.

I really do think you need therapy from someone who would earn your trust and not abuse you but I don't know how easy it would be for you to get it.

[Anonymous]

I think getting away from her batshit parents would be the first step in therapy.

Free, have you considered searching Craigslist for a roommate?

[Anonymous]

i had some batshit roommate experiences too.  
i honestly think my entire life everyone but me has been insane
it's true although that sounds wrong

and yes MR my head has to be higher and looking down bald nihilist
what again do you do for a living?
Libertarianism is a nice enough idea i guess as long as it has good labor laws, which is in keeping with it as a philosophy because the main stipulation in Libertarianism is no one can make anyone else do what they don't want as long as it does not hurt anyone else.
 So exploiting people or robbing them or anything abusive is out.
there are laws in libertarianism to protect people and the property they own and such, just as long as i am not the property they own i don't care
 fine by me, do as you will if it harms no body is my way of looking at things.
i think we live in capitalist crack communism now
state interferes in everything and robs people blind
hence my having been institutionalized since five and beaten up badly when i had any problems with the process, at eleven.  
I mean the school system, the prison camp was later right?
damn communist schools and slave owning labor laws
capitalism isn't supposed to be slavery but...
there is a great book about girls in southern cotton mills up till about 1973 or so, wow, what a enlightened country we are,
 no room at all for our system to be abusive.

[Anonymous]

you guys didn't read my batshit roommate posts
and yes now i am just talking about me
in college i had the roommate, she was actually my suite mate, we shared a bathroom and a common area, but the rooms were all in a circle around the common area and they opened out into it so they were very close and hard to avoid, who was sleeping with my female advisor and her boyfriend.
  the girl was 19 and my horrible advisor was 38 or so maybe older, yuck.  but that girl was the definition of batshit.  she hit on all my boyfriends, i could bring home a gay guy and if she thought i was dating him she would literally be half naked in his lap.  I told her i was in love with this guy and she came out of her room in underwear and a coat and sat on him.  The SOB liked her a lot of course, men! and batshit female roommates arghh.  
another girl who i shared the suite with had a thing for guys from the army base in Fayetteville, which is fine except there were a lot of different ones and they were in my bathroom a lot.  
nothing like going in to take a shower in the morning and having a giant guy standing there.
my roommate after I moved out of my parents house at 20 also hit on boyfriends pretty aggressively and ended up turning on me and attacking me pretty viciously, spreading rumors and gossiping and just being horrible and i still am not sure why?  I really don't think i did anything to her?  there are a lot of batshit people out there.  
The other roommate, also a roommate at the same time as the above, is the one that is now addicted to adderall and some bipolar drug clonazepam or something.
she's certainly not ADD and i she didn't seem bipolar either,
just like she liked to be high for whatever reason.
then i moved in with my ex and he was a lovely roommate!

that guy in college who's adderall everyone was taking too, he wasn't hyperactive at all and he rarely took it.  
He only took his adderall once in a while to get high or study
and he wasn't hyperactive at all!  
he really was not hyperactive but the shrinks gave him a fun big bottle of amphetamines, again adderall is amphetamines, to hand out to everyone at school.

so anyway roommates in general are often horrible
i have a dog and two cats too, speaking of a need for a puppy and affection, dogs are much better then roommates, but they make it hard to find roommates.
i think i could, at this point, weed out total batshit roommates but then again i am living with some right now again oh well.
hopefully as an adult i am able to find a roommate that is boring, calm, and non naked, got to hate the naked roommate!!
i honestly think at this point that it's all batshit oh well arghhhh
at least if you have money you can sometimes choose to avoid the batshittier aspects of life?

[dishdutyfugitive]

is the fornits calender/clock broken?   .

[dishdutyfugitive]

never mind I was looking at the 'member join date'.

[Anonymous]

here is the Adderall prescribing info again of of Adderalls home page
you can find it by typing in Adderall or Adderall Shire.  Shire is the company that makes Adderall, interestingly the website is now pushing another ADD drug, perhaps too many problems with Adderall now that the web has taken off as an even more open forum?
But here it is, notice how Adderall is amphetamine, amphetamine and amphetamine with some red dye number 2 thrown in!!

DESCRIPTION
ADDERALL XR® is a once daily extended-release, single-entity amphetamine
product. ADDERALL XR® combines the neutral sulfate salts of dextroamphetamine
and amphetamine, with the dextro isomer of amphetamine saccharate and d,lamphetamine
aspartate monohydrate. The ADDERALL XR® capsule contains two
types of drug-containing beads designed to give a double-pulsed delivery of
amphetamines, which prolongs the release of amphetamine from ADDERALL XR®
compared to the conventional ADDERALL® (immediate-release) tablet formulation.
EACH CAPSULE CONTAINS: 5 mg 10 mg 15 mg 20 mg 25 mg 30 mg
Dextroamphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Saccharate
Amphetamine Aspartate 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Monohydrate
Dextroamphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Sulfate USP
Amphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Sulfate USP
Total amphetamine base
equivalence 3.1 mg 6.3 mg 9.4 mg 12.5 mg 15.6 mg 18.8 mg
Inactive Ingredients and Colors: The inactive ingredients in ADDERALL XR®
capsules include: gelatin capsules, hydroxypropyl methylcellulose, methacrylic acid
copolymer, opadry beige, sugar spheres, talc, and triethyl citrate. Gelatin capsules
contain edible inks, kosher gelatin, and titanium dioxide. The 5 mg, 10 mg, and 15
mg capsules also contain FD&C Blue #2. The 20 mg, 25 mg, and 30 mg capsules
also contain red iron oxide and yellow iron oxide.
CLINICAL PHARMACOLOGY
Pharmacodynamics
Amphetamines are non-catecholamine sympathomimetic amines with CNS
stimulant activity. The mode of therapeutic action in Attention Deficit Hyperactivity
Disorder (ADHD) is not known. Amphetamines are thought to block the reuptake
of norepinephrine and dopamine into the presynaptic neuron and increase the
release of these monoamines into the extraneuronal space.

Pediatric Patients
On a mg/kg weight basis, children eliminated amphetamine faster than adults.
The elimination half-life (t1/2) is approximately 1 hour shorter for d-amphetamine
and 2 hours shorter for l-amphetamine in children than in adults.

[Anonymous]

my actual roommate in college, the one i shared a eight by ten foot cement room with, was thankfully not the sex nut!

she was an interesting story too though
my mother, god bless her, had told the school i had been in PV and was in recovery and such, so the school gave me a roommate who was also in recovery.  
The girls name was Chelsea and she was a Chelsea Felicity Chastity Prudence creature from hell, got on my nerves and my boyfriend hit on her, poor thing!!

but poor Chelsea was going to AA meetings because for her 18th birthday she had gone out with some people from work to a party and drank so much she passed/ blacked out.  
Chelsea didn't drink much otherwise, this was a sort of one time i'm eighteen party thing.  
 I got the impression that drinking so much she passed out was about
 two shots and a wine cooler.  
like i said she was Felicity seriously, as Buffy the Vampire Slayer she drove me nuts!

There was this guy at work that apparently had been really hanging on to Felicity and was always around just sort of hovering.  
so Felicity passes out and creepy hovering guy rapes her, she's dead to the world passed out, doesn't know anything about it untill she hears about it the next day.  
Felicity was of course before this point a virgin
well Felicity freaks and tells mom and pop and they, instead of calling the cops, tell a shrink.  The shrink is apparently jealose that Felicity lost her virginity passed out to a stalker as opposed to him and decides to teach Felicity SHAME!  
So poor Felicity is told she has a drinking problem and is an alcoholic and needs to go to AA meetings to help her deal with loosing her virginity by rape.  The SOB that raped poor Felicity, after her one time experience with two shots and a wine cooler, was eventually reported but no one pursued it and he got off completly.  Felicity was going to weekly AA meetings though to discuss her alcoholism, again this girl did not drink this was just a one time I'm eighteen, it's my birthday thing.

I heard this story from Felicity and the version I heard was full of shame and Felicity thinking it was her fault at this point, but the facts were exactly as i just stated, the way i heard the story repeatedly they had the girl broken down and ashamed, if there had been more to it i'm guessing she would have told me in some sort of confessional type weight off her chest  thing.  the girl was Prudence Chastity Felicity and she was raped when drunk.
damn batshit world.
 the pain in the ass really was Felicity Chastity but more Christian.  She threw out my beer, damn roommates, and made me go to AA meetings and watch her wallow in shame yikes, damn roommates!

[ZenAgent]

Its REALLY hard to read what you say and answer your questions. Um in general....

I came here after finding out programs exist by reading a FARK.com link to an article about Tranquility Bay. I was horrified, pissed off, and wanted to learn more, so I did, then found out about all the OTHER programs. I was never in one but I still want to help.

I am not a republican but at least I agree with paleo-cons regarding most economic policies. IOW, "Libertarian". Same for my views on social things.

I'm working full time and about to go back to school when I can get in state tuition. I've been through economic hardship (for years...) in the past so I know what it's like, believe it or not.


No offense, but you're really difficult to converse with. Your words are scattered and it's hard to follow what you say. Additionally anything regarding sex or men seems to inflame you severely. Being male I'd probably inflame you constantly by that alone.

I really do think you need therapy from someone who would earn your trust and not abuse you but I don't know how easy it would be for you to get it.

Niles, I've got the "pidgin" account set-up and a proxy/guard program for security, I use Trillian...eh...what else do I need to do?

Jesus, I do not believe people are giving Niles grief for not being in a program.  Isn't making people aware of the industry a priority?  The industry is an esoteric subject, even after the hearing.  Most average people think "reform schools" - big difference.

Program survivors are a small group, outrage is universal.  We need more people like Niles involved, or do some people on here want to fight the industry in a "family" war?  You won't get far that way.

Free, is somebody else posting as you?  You seem a little young to know what "Lite Brite" is.