all i'm saying is everything i've said here is true
you want the truth, hah you can't handle the truth
hah hah hah
it's true though
and i'm sorry if it scares people
it scares me too
that's the point
i'm so sick of telling the truth without rose colored glasses
and people going oh my god that's horrible
she must be crazy :roll:
if you haven't noticed
what scary thing have i done in any of my stories?
i told my teacher in sixth grade that she was a bad teacher?
or i said to my fiance of four years
"please don't yell at me all the time, you drink a lot" "I'm going to move out of suburbia into the ghetto, because it's all that i can afford if you don't stop?"
in PV i was restrained rarely because i did exactly as i was told
and tried to make life ok for myself and everyone
i'm not the one doing horrible things
perhaps i am angry in the retelling
but guess what you'd be angry too if you were me
everthing i've said is true
and plenty of other PV people have backed me up
it's not my fault my fiance bought a gun
i was scared of the damn thing and didn't like to touch it
because in my life, which from the outside looks clean and ok
I've had to deal with real abuse
this does not make me an abuser or dangerouse :roll:
of course abuse victims are angry
what makes this scary is
anyone who has been in PV
or in other abusive situations will tell you
there is not rational sense to what PV does
and for some reason they get away with their farce of a program
PV is a scam
a horrific scam that would use any excuse to abuse people
so that they can continue to abuse horribly vulnerable kids
for large amounts of money
i'm just afraid of PV trying to say those that speak out about them and other real aspects of life out of their nightmare
are dangerous
this is not true but PV would do it in a heartbeat
that's what their whole scam is based on
the kids need to go to school more then two days a week, and do homework
they don't even have real therapy
just group with random goons who need a paycheck
the staff needs to be educated properly
and not just someone off the street they don't have to pay too much
it's snake oil sales
of course i am angry
if you notice though what the hell have i done?
i write about it
oh my God
PV comes down simply to LARGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY
PV is a bad scam
wake up people
PV wants to make the kids there look as bad or crazy as possible
so that they don't get sued and so they can abusively shut up
any of those that complain later
of course program people are angry
of course kids molested in foster care are angry
of course girls that were molested are angry that PV allowed them to be isolated and beat them down so badly they never reported it
or when they did, they were told there wasn't enough evidence or something
there are statatory rape laws
there are laws about how many days minors should be in school
and free time and not having to be timed in the bathroom
and allowed books besides the bible
PV is evil and they should all go to jail
where the hell is the oversite!!!
i am going to work my entire life to get more oversite and change all the abusive things i have seen
i don't care if no one believes me or thinks i'm nuts
i know it's real
PV likes to work too, based on how shocked peoples middle class sensibilities and rose colored glasses are at the real nature of poverty and abuse
you write down something difficult that happened and you see how it just sounds on paper, compare it too with what you were fooling yourself into thinking at the time
the truth is not always what we want it to be
i have lost a great deal of faith in our system
it's not my fault i was abused
and i'm not a danger to myself or others because PV abused me?
of course i'm pissed, how warped is that
i have a lot of love for this world
i have a lot of love in general
my voice is my weapon, it's more powerful to change minds then to hurt them
i am against violence and always have been, i do not resort to it
it's part of my religion somehow
speaking out about the truth of what you have seen
and the violence THAT HAS BEEN DONE TO YOU
is peaceful protest, plus i like words
and i'm a much better writter then fighter
of course people out of PV sound angry
abuse makes people mad
what PV does is violent and dangerous and abusive
i just know how PV works
it's a scam and they don't care about any tactics they use
they are violent and abusive and dangerouse
not those teens in or out of PV